It took the longest time, but we all survived, and eventually she started to sleep more, and was finally sleeping through the night. Life slowly returned to normal, and gradually got “good”.

Things will get better, passions will resume. Sometimes, getting through the dark places is as simple as putting one foot in front of the other, trusting that tomorrow might be better.

As you say, what doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger, and you will have better days. Let’s pray that they come sooner than you might think.

Regards,

Johne

Hope you are getting better, life is full of ups and downs my man and you comment “what doesn’t kill me, makes me stronger” is a great attitude to have. you need to continue what you love doing, dont discard things you love, just allocate your time.

Sorry about not being around 3DGPU much. I imagine this is just a stage I’m in, and I’ll get past it, and I’ll be back with my usual gaming+hardware passion.

Wow. You have described many of the things I’ve fallen into since I separated from my wife. I’m still trying to climb completely out of the funk, but I’ve come quite a ways from the bottom.

I agree with Jack that you need to get out and do something that defines Matt Burris. It also needs to have some face to face component. Re-engage with life and the people who lift you up. Be very careful of those things that seem to help, but leave you deeper in the hole.

Get physical. Work out, go running, biking, play hockey, play music, whatever. The boost to your body will also help with your spirits.

You also have to deal with the stuff that’s bringing you down, but don’t let it define you. You are much more. Life is much more.

Get out of the hole. Depression is contagious, but so is happiness. Go out and catch it from someone.

-Bludshot (Tim)

The kid gloves are off. Get your arse out of the house and do something that makes you happy, something that defines Matt Burris.

Look, I’m in the same boat and have been for years. But I go to jam night every Thursday night and play the blues and the women. I know there isn’t much to do there so you’re welcome to be my guest tomorrow night. Drop me a line. We’ll be going here: http://alleyblooz.info/default.php

Don’t make me come up there, old friend…

I went through the same thing. My grandma has had cancer three times in my 17 years. Things do get better. There is nothing wrong with being depressed. Although me (being Bi-Polar) I have found it easier to write out my thoughts, or talk to someone. You will get through this.

And going out and walking to think does wonders too. The fresh air helps you clear your mind, and get out of the house. From personal expirence, sitting around and playing video games and watching movies all day doesn’t help the depression.

I wish you luck, And i’m very sorry to hear about your dad. I hope he get’s through it.

Tia

If things look that bleak, you need some self imposed intervention, and not the kind you can get here. I too wish you well, but I also know from experience that you need to be seeking one-on-one face-to-face help from friends & maybe a professional. I have been taking anti-depressants for years now, and they have taken me from the state you’re in to being much happier, less depressed & angry. Go get yourself some help man, nothing wrong or shameful about it. Hang in there buddy.

Craig

You have been through alot, i remeber the tornado/hurricane thing now this, im sorry for you and i hope that things can some how pick up.

remeber tho mate, you have alot of friend’s.. on here and in 3dgpu, site’s that you have put alot of work and effort into and that we all enjoy watching progress :).

My grandfather reacently passed away with cancer.. it can be hard, but as Wolfy said its best not to think about things to much. It can become over whelming n stuff but in the end things allways happen and the best you can do is to work your way past such obstical’s and think about happy time’s.

All the best mate, i hope there is stuff thay can do for your father… good luck pulling though this hard time.